February 06, 2004
neurosis
I'm FINALLY starting to feel a bit better.I can't really get into it right now - I just don't have the energy to hash it out - but we might have Joseph seen by a specialist. As in getting a referral to a pschiatrist. You wouldn't think so, since he's only almost 4, but the child is just simply too too too violent. There's something wrong here. He's not like a normal 4 year old. Jay and I are going to discuss it. We're starting to worry for Logan's safety around his brother.
God, this is so painful.
All I ever wanted since I was a little girl was a normal family. Now, I've got one who may need a heart transplant, and the other I'm trying to keep from growing into a homicidal freak.
What am I going to do when they're teenagers.
I'm 28, and my hair is - literally - going gray. Silver to be more precise.
Stuff that's more fun than a lot of substance, since I just don't have the extra brain power right now...
1. What's the most daring thing you've ever done?
Agree to marry a man I'd been talking to for 3 days.
2. What one thing would you like to try that your mother/friend/significant other would never approve of?
I can't believe I'm putting this out there for the world... A threesome. Please don't write to me about it.
3. On a scale of 1-10, what's your risk factor? (1=never take risks, 10=it's a lifestyle)
7
4. What's the best thing that's ever happened to you as a result of being bold/risky?
A strong marriage, and two beautiful - who are also the bane of my existence - children.
5. ... and what's the worst?
A drug addiction (6 years - no speed, Yay!)
Okay so maybe it wasn't as light as I was thinking...
Stole the idea from Athena...
Okay, so maybe I need to travel the world a bit more...
That's not so bad I guess...
